grownup.

Read the rest of it here!

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a new take on addiction and treatment.

“Addiction is an adaptation. It’s not you. It’s your cage.”

The above quote and the below passages are from The Likely Cause of Addiction Has Been Discovered, and It Is Not What You Think by Johann Hari, author of ‘Chasing The Scream: The First and Last Days of the War on Drugs.’ Read the whole article, it’s worth it.

“This gives us an insight that goes much deeper than the need to understand addicts. Professor Peter Cohen argues that human beings have a deep need to bond and form connections. It’s how we get our satisfaction. If we can’t connect with each other, we will connect with anything we can find – the whirr of a roulette wheel or the prick of a syringe. He says we should stop talking about ‘addiction’ altogether, and instead call it ‘bonding’. A heroin addict has bonded with heroin because she couldn’t bond as fully with anything else…

…But still – surely, I asked, there is some role for the chemicals? It turns out there is an experiment which gives us the answer to this in quite precise terms, which I learned about in Richard DeGrandpre’s book ‘The Cult of Pharmacology.’

Everyone agrees cigarette smoking is one of the most addictive processes around. The chemical hooks in tobacco come a drug inside it called nicotine. So when nicotine patches were developed in the early 1990s, there was a huge surge of optimism – cigarette smokers could get all of their chemical hooks, without the other filthy (and deadly) effects of cigarette smoking. They would be freed.

But the Office of the Surgeon General has found that just 17.7 percent of cigarette smokers are able to stop using nicotine patches. That’s not nothing. If the chemicals drive 17.7 percent of addiction, as this shows, that’s still millions of life ruined globally. But what it reveals again is that the story we have been taught about The Cause of Addiction lying with chemical hooks is, in fact, real, but only a minor part of a much bigger picture.

This has huge implications for the one hundred year old war on drugs. This massive war – which, as I saw, kills people from the malls of Mexico to the streets of Liverpool – is based on the claim that we need to physically eradicate a whole array of chemicals because they hijack people’s brains and cause addiction. But if drugs aren’t the driver of addiction – if, in fact, it is disconnection that drives addiction – then this makes no sense.”

You can buy the book here.

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because of you.

I never cared about the Wendy’s lady.

I mean,

she doesn’t look like Wendy.

But you.

You hate her. She drives you crazy.

And now,

I can’t.

I can’t with the Wendy’s lady.

And it’s all

because of you.

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how do you feel today?

“Bipolar is not just a disorder of mood, it’s a disorder of judgment.”

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perfect.

“It took me 25 years to figure out I was bipolar rather than some cross between a banana slug and a fireworks show. They say you can’t appreciate the highs without having the lows. I guarantee that I can appreciate the shit out of the highs.”

(Bill McCurry)

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ones and twos.

Has anyone ever gone from Bipolar I to Bipolar II? Or vice versa? How do/would you feel about it?

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complete mess.

“For a seed to achieve its greatest expression, it must come completely undone. The shell cracks, its insides come out and everything changes.  To someone who doesn’t understand growth, it would look like complete destruction.”

-Cynthia Occelli 

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“I begrudge the fact that it took you so long to tell me your name, the mask you wore hurts me so much.”

From a letter to bipolar, written by blahpolar.

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Say something

I’m giving up on us.

anyone know who said this?

Your soulmate is not someone that comes into your life peacefully.  It is who comes to make you question things, who changes your reality, somebody that marks a before and after in your life.  It is not the human being everyone has idealized, but an ordinary person, who manages to revolutionize your world in a second. 

I don’t even believe in soulmates. But thank you for marking the before and after of my life.  I don’t want an after, after you.

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