tapes.

How can I constantly have the tape, “I want to kill myself. I want to kill myself. I want to kill myself.” running through my brain, and yet I have no intention, no plan, no method in mind for the actual act.  Is it just easier than saying, “I don’t want to be alive”?

I don’t want to be here.

I just…don’t.

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4 thoughts on “tapes.

  1. nnmercer says:

    You’re not alone! These same thoughts occur through my head. It’s not the fact that we want to die, it just hurts to live in this life. I understand…

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